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Originally Posted by confusedbyself
The bigger question I can't figure out is beyond the therapy but in why it seems the people who have been hurt the most and are the most caring people are the ones who seemed to be left alone to handle life and those that are hurtful to others and really can be so self absorbed seem to have caring people all around them. I don't understand this!!! I would never hurt anybody even when it has meant harm to myself, I would do for anybody, yet I am alone to face these demons everyday.
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Thanks, yeah I understand everything you said too. I have asked my therapist several times what's wrong with me that I have no close friends, that I feel this alone. He says there's nothing wrong with me. Maybe it's just bad luck? All I know is I have a huge chip on my shoulder now, so maybe that keeps people away. I am so pissed, I feel like demanding that he love me or quitting therapy, but I am old enough to realize that's silly.