This past week, a lot has been circling in my mind. A lot happening. This seems to be a norm.

A few weeks ago, I woke up and didn't feel like smoking weed. As a smoker from 12 years old to now(almost 30), this was a weird thing for me. Since then I have somehow still haven't felt like it. One hit when I was hung over one time in the past 3 weeks. Anyways- I have noticed my medications have been actually working(lamotrigine, seroquil, prazosin)

My relationship suffered for 2 years because of my absent mind, and chaotic ways.

Now, what I am writing about is some advice.

Since my relationship was so bad my partner has almost a PTSD around when I forget things. Not smoking has helped me dramatically with my control and with losing things. This past week its been happening a lot.

Is there anyway I can approach the chaos of forgetting meds, a jacket, wallets, locking the door? Also how should I handle it when my partner gets triggered more than I do? Its weird for her because she was always the one with reason, and now I feel awful for her having such a trigger because of our past.

Thanks for reading. Listening. Maybe responding. This post may be a bit all over but thats why we are all here, community and care.