Thanks, yeah I understand everything you said too. I have asked my therapist several times what's wrong with me that I have no close friends, that I feel this alone. He says there's nothing wrong with me. Maybe it's just bad luck? All I know is I have a huge chip on my shoulder now, so maybe that keeps people away. I am so pissed, I feel like demanding that he love me or quitting therapy, but I am old enough to realize that's silly.