200mg increase in serquel will make you tired, I'm surprised they jumbled you that much at one time. I had a friend sleep for 2 days on 25mg. I have Terrible side effects with serquel. So I do not take it anymore, however I was on 1200mg at one point. Was like night of the living dead. Have you tried looking for a different therapist if you don't trust this one? I find trusting your therapist gets you better results. Having made up or imagined memories, that is a strange one for me also. I keep forgetting to tell my therapist about that. Many times I have told someone a story from my childhood only to find out it was bs. Things that really don't even matter. But I remember them like they were real. I try not to think too much on anything anymore, because it seems to make it much worse. I hope you can feel you have people you can trust and talk to here