Are physical friends all that will help? Because if you wanted, you could text with me (if you have a cell?). I can't guarantee I'll always be there, but I could try. I text with my friends every single day. At least it would be more immediate than here and I'm someone who can understand some of what you go through. I'll PM you my number and you can choose, okay? I understand if you don't want to, but I thought I'd put the offer out there.