I've been feeling abit better lately, maybe since starting the stelazine, maybe it's too early for that? I don't kno I've just been less angry, calmer, more content. Nothing has happened but now I've woken up with intrusive self harm & sui thoughts. I have no intentions at all of following though with either but the thoughts are there again. Is this the illness? I have no reason to want to hurt myself atm. I've been feeling better about my future & work & just living in general.