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Old Feb 18, 2016, 04:24 PM
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Even small things skewed thinking is considered Psychosis to my psychiatrist and therapist. I can take a small bit of information and run with it until I think something is true that can't be. The sad thing is I know it's not but still can't shake it. So I thought those weren't psychosis but they are. who knew? So I regularly have a tactile hallucination that there're bugs crawling on me. I know it's not real, I see it's not real, but the sensation feels real. no one would guess when I am psychotic because my daily life isn't effected I learned ways around it. 4-ish people (friend, husband,pdoc,T) and PC know when I get extremely psychotic the rest would has no idea.

I'd be crying because my husband angered me, not He has a plan with my parents to take my kid away from me while I'm staying with my parents. Or me being mad that he took the puppy to the kill shelter because he really wants me to kill myself or if I start a tummy tuck they'd have to finish it at the hospital to save me. Simple things that look normal on the outside but are far from it. The ones that I can't justify with logic are the scary ones and they only last about 30 min.

I'm completely against taking antipsychotics may I ask why? I was for years too.
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