Hey PieceofMe,

Sounds to me like you're at a real turning point in your weightloss journey. Questioning these things and being aware of where you want to go are huge for creating motivation. I don't think weightloss is a straight arrow down, I think it's a journey and it goes forward sometimes, backward sometimes, up, down, sideways... Don't give up!!! You can do this and you will get there. I like this quote for exercise/weight loss: "You only fail when you stop trying."

Best of luck to you,
Mrs J