sunrise..
yes, i'm afraid at this point i've given up on the idea that therapy will help me..
( i used to be a big believer though.. )

i went into it the last time hopeful.. and during that first hopeful period it did indeed help me to make some changes in my life that were very worthwhile.. but then further testing of the waters proved that i could not trust the person.. this just continued despite all my hope.. until at the end i just felt so backed into a corner.. if i step to the left and talk about one subject, si for example, i am pressed into more drugs.. if i step the other way there's another not very helpful generalization.. i think my therapist honestly just did not know how to help me.. gave up listening/trying.. had to be 'right'.. i dunno..?

thanks for listening..
ghost

p.s.
hi to perna and esthersvirtue!
do you find that there's alot of help available for children with AD/RAD.. but little for adults? that's what i encounter..
and too much bunching AD in as all BPD..