I don't know how to do the TRIGGER warning so consider this my trigger.



My mother dying is what set the voices off again. When she was alive and I was feeling well I had no voices. She died and they all came flooding back. I made it 4 years un medicated aside from Zoloft which made me manic before I held a knife to my throat and knew it was time to go inpatient. So many bad things happened when I was manic I can't even admit to most of them. When my dog got hit by a car it broke something inside me and that part is still broken. I know that sounds foolish be he was my empty nest dog. I used to rock him to sleep at night lol.
Omg this got long and confusing. See what vodka does to me