This ****ing blows! I can't tell what the physical discomfort is from. The psych meds, phetamines, or suboxone? I can't ****ing tell. I want to be high so bad right now but all I can do is sweat and cry. Cry and sweat. I called the guy from the pdocs office and left a msg begging for an antidepressant from the come down of these uppers. I know he'll just call back in the morn saying "nah nah boo boo go to IP!" No! Just let me have my psych meds back! Who's smart idea is it to get off bipolar meds all at once?! I'm mad! I'm not going to the hospital unless I want to do something bad or I start seeing ****. I've never had psychosis from my BP before but maybe this will be my lucky ****ing day?!

Detoxing at home from all psych meds at the moment because of self admitted abuse. Doctors orders and then new cocktail. Just being honest.

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