I don't want to discuss what it is I have done but most would say it is psychotic behavior and I am so messed up and need help!

I think I am just very lonely and bored. Not many friends.. And I have severe low self esteem, depression, and anxiety.

I even took the psychotic test? and it says I have no tendencies.

One thing I have done is messed with people online. But they do not know it was me or who I am.