Artismyonelove, He is trying to emotionally manipulate you by calling you a junkie. That is prejudicial and inflammatory language. He is trying to shame you into doing what he wants. I used to be married to a man who didn't want me to take "drugs".....he blamed me for "popping pills" and when I was off the medicine he blamed me for being a wreck......I had bipolar disorder and ADHD and he could manipulate me better when I wasn't as clear-headed.
I think a man who doesn't want you well and strong doesn't love you. So your medication could be a blessing in disguise in that it exposes him for who he is.
I do have some questions, though- why would your psychiatrist be okay with you taking various doses of Adderall because you may be bipolar, as well? Wouldn't it make more sense to have a stable dose of Adderall and take something else for bipolar, and wouldn't the psychiatrist be able to determine whether you are bipolar, also?
I take adderrall, prozac, and risperidone, and I am pretty well controlled, unless I do somethingnstupid, like stay up late when I have to get up at the crack of dawn....( like right now).
Take Care!
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