Hi ab1018, Glad you came here. Keep coming and "talk" it out. I understand how devastating loss can be. I had the worst melt down of my life when I lost my brother then mother within 7 1/2 months to cancer back in '96/'97. It really takes time to heal.

I'm really glad that one of the partners is being supportive. You take care of you and please hang in. Many blessings, Etheria