The Guide is Definate; Reality is frequently inaccurate. Lots of bizarre personalities and stuff come outta of me... Esp. When my sleep is off. I don't believe I invent the persons. They only feel the need to name and explain themselves when outsiders notice them. So much idk. Have to rely on others accounts and my broken sleep dreams. That's the only time any of them contact me directly.... Cept my opposite split...we used to talk all the time but I haven't heard from her lately, it's lonely...the little girl who has been playing hide and seek in the dream woods almost every night for over 2 was now has told me that the pretty lady sleeps like a princess.. She can not wake up I only get bits and pieces from this one she is elusive and won't even tell me her name I chase her every night. Mostly she laughs and runs when I try to question her. When she does answer it is hard to impossible to hear cuz the noise from the battle cannons at the edge of the woods is deafening and if I get to catching her the wolf shows up to carry her away. It is her guardian... I know she has something important to tell me... I guess I'm not ready to know yet. Yes this is fantasy and fairy land, but this is the little girl s perception, not mine. I have been rereading all my old story books though, hoping to remember whatever I forgot long ago... Unfortunately all I have remembered is my worst true reality... HELL. Born and raised in demon torment and scorching hellfire. The walls have been starting to get wavy from the extreme heat again... The facade is fading. I got comfortable and forgot..which makes me primed for new torture cycle. I gotta find the right question for the girl in the dream wood. She may be my only chance out.... I hear the battle starting whip means sleeptime. The game is afoot!