Dear T
It was strange that I brought up those two subjects yesterday, and you said you had resolved to talk about them, but I got there first, - I had no intention of bringing that up, weird. I have felt so close and connected to you the past few sessions, I love it when you smile and laugh, or you are sad for me.
And now I just feel scared,and sad. I feel a little bit cared for, - and I know that you will leave, or ask me to leave, if I stop paying you stop caring. And then I am back on my own with everything like before, except then I didn't know it all, I hadn't pulled it out into the light...this feels so painful. I don't know what to do.