Thank you JustJenny. He said on his profile that he was not looking for hook ups though and was a family man, so I really felt that I could trust him not to string me along. His dream is to have more children and get married again and I'm sure he will, just not with me obviously.

I feel so weird right now and that with everything else going on, life feels so bleak. I don't think I'll ever be truly happy in love and I don't want to live that life anymore, just this constant rollercoaster

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