Dear T

Every time I tell you something hard in an email, I'm afraid that at our next session you will tell me we'll have to terminate. Eventhough you are kind/understanding in your reply to me, I'm still afraid this will be the time you'll think ''it's enough''.

And that's also today. Maybe you won't terminate because they're are only about 6-7 sessions/weeks left with me, but maybe you'll say it's better for me if I start sooner with that new T. Or maybe you won't be my T when you're back from your leave. (I still don't know what I want, what I think is best for me. It's such a long time. I'll decide/know when the time is there.)