Please see a doctor about feeling suicidal. You also would benefit from therapy so you can figure out your attraction to unavailable and not so good men. It will get better. It is not about luck though. You got to figure things out and look for red flags and not get entangled too soon. You keep repeating same thing but are you looking into red flags? This man was full of red flags! Be glad it ended soon!

It took me years to figure out attraction to unavailable men

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