Crying on the inside, i am sorry you feel the way you are. Feelings are just that and they can change or go away. I have depression and sleep all the time myself. I am trying to wake up and get out and do more things. Having a group of friends or a support group near you would be the best, where you are not judged and loved for who you are. If you can get a peer support group of some kind where you live, possibly through community action through your drs office that would be great. Yes, life is hard, for all of us. I know the hardest is our thoughts that sabotauge us. You just hang in there and keep posting, and you will get past this moment in time. that is what we are here for, you... (((hugs)))