(Sorry for the late reply!)

Thunder Bow...yeah, that could be the case. And I'm mostly trying to clean all of it up the best I can. I think it was just buckling down and deciding to do the work regardless of what happened, just to help myself, that really got me to calm down a bit. I guess it just never really got in the way until now. (Maybe it was just all the pressure of school and other things that kind of jogged the memory loose)

Ciderguy, don't worry, you made perfect sense. Really. Thank you.