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Originally Posted by Pastel Kitten
This is me as well!! Oh god. When I feel that I'm getting closer to someone or have the potential to, I warn them with "You don't want to be friends with me. Trust me. I'll hurt you. I don't want that to happen but it happens everytime."
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For me, people now terrify me so much that I freak out in a store but before my past was all pulled out of me by my therapist, when i was more "sane" I suppose, I still only made friends via co-workers and once i found that person that could look past my issues, I make an awesome friend and do anything for anyone, to my complete determint. BUT, no one is willing to look past my issues, especially now that I have more issues. So i remain single and friendless.
When it comes to guys I totally do that "you dont want to date me because of
this, this, and most especially
THAT!" Give you a little, then a little more, then more....
Let's just see how much of me you can actually take because once you know everything you will surely hate me, and if not I will frustrate you until you leave because im the 'monster that doesnt deserve to be loved'.
***Sigh***
How do we stop doing that again?