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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Sherry: Awww, 
When I told the few people I told like both sisters and mother.... I was told:
"Get over it"
"It's all in your head"
"We had the same parent and I didn't see anything really happen"
"You just sound like you're needing attention"
"You're faking just to mess with me"
Needless to say, I quit telling people and making mention of it. Only my son believes us because we switch around him a lot and he gets everyone's conflicting opinions...poor kid! Lol
If anyone actually paid any real attention to me, they might actually put it together.  |
You are so right!!
I don't really have many friends. I did share with my closest friend a little of what has happened. We've been friends for many years. She seems to think that I am struggling with a spirit of unforgiveness and the enemy is at work here. No doubt, at one time he was....... I don't talk with her about any of this anymore.
My husband, as much as he wants to deny it or not hear me, knows what happens. He may not understand, and he won't, if he won't hear me. He has an explosive temper. I can see an eruption coming and feel myself pull away. If it gets too intense, I'm gone. He can see it, because it makes him mad. Go figure that!!! It's not like I can do anything about it. Yet. Instead of it really hurting my heart like it used to, now it's starting to make me mad! I don't want to get my feet clipped out from under me, because of his anger!! It's too hard to get back!
My younger son knows basically what's going on. He struggles with agoraphobia/PTSD. He know's because he had a conversation with me one night that I have no memory of. It really disturbed me that it happened to him, because I was really upset and crying. We talked about it and he told me it was ok and he understood. That's a blessing.
I'm so thankful I found you guys! Here and with my C, I can talk about "real" stuff.
