Hello connect.the.stars: Hm-m-m-m... well... I wouldn't say it's "bad". On the other hand, it's probably not doing you, or your social life, any good. Something is going on with you psychologically that is causing you to feel this way. Perhaps it is something within non-conscious areas of your mind. So you don't know what it is that is causing you to feel the way you do. This situation may or may not resolve itself over time. So my thought would be that it might be best to delve into the cause of it sooner rather than later... before it morphs into something that is more serious.