Good afternoon everyone. So.. a few days ago I felt so great. I felt so glad to feel that way so I tried to do things that I usually can’t do. I helped my mom, a lot, that she even said that she is proud of me. I helped my bf too that he even cried while saying thank you, and my friends said “you look so different now, I can see you as the old you, before all of these happen to you, but even better”. Idk, I think it’s almost ten years since the last time I feel great. But apparently I pushed myself too hard, yesterday I felt so tired, first physically and then mentally, and now I fall deep into depression again. However, now I realize that my abilities are still here, it’s just buried under depression. I didn’t lose it, so now I know I just need to dig it back to surface. So take care peaceful mind, I know I’ll meet you again one day. Oh, and I am glad that most of us feel better than yesterday