Just a comment- I felt the same for years but... I finally realized my depression was biological. As soon as I found a medicine that finally "worked" (Nardil) all my pessimistic thinking immediately disappeared. POOF GONE- even though I see the reality of what's going on... There IS hope in this world.
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DX:
MDD- Treatment refractory depression
Total Anhedonia
C-PTSD
Hashimoto's Thyroiditis
RX:FINALLY- found a doc to prescribe an MAOI!! 
Nardil (MAOI)
Lithium
Remeron 15mg
K-pin 0.5 mg/night
Levothyroxine
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