I don't need to know. I just don't understand the nature of your post. You are asking for advice yet provide only snippets of information. We can't provide valid advice if you aren't explaining what exactly prevents you from meeting people. It a way to general for us to help with suggestions. We keep guessing but apparently our guesses are all wrong. First you are large then people scared you kill them. Confusing. If you have mental health providers then can they suggest how to meet people?

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