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Originally Posted by beau2014
Do any of you feel you have too many sick days from your job? I'm undiagnosed so far with my current problem. ... In fact I have an assessment tomorrow.
I had to quit my job in 2014 due to an eating disorder I became too unwell. I overcame that and now I have been on an SSRI for symptoms of what is either depression or bipolar. I am all over the place. The medication has given me the worst side effects. My brain is racing but I can't even remember what i did 5 minutes ago..
I want a diagnosis. Purely because I want to know how to be stable. How to not have so many sick days. I feel so mixed right now. My thoughts are whizzing around my head but also the depression is set in. I don't want to move from my bed. My partner knows my issues but because I can be fine one minute and in bed the next he thinks I'm just lazy...I'm sure of it.
I feel like my life is unravelling and I'm not sure how to stop it.
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I quit one job because I was having panic attacks and could not make myself go in, and at that time I was also living with my ex, who was psychologically ( most of the time just psychologically/ verbally) abusive. I just had all I could take. I want to be able to handle a better paying job, but I have to consider what works for me right now.
I think you should talk to your doc about the side effects. Guilt doesn't help you, and I can definitely understand how it would make you feel like your partner is judging you. Try to have a conversation with him about it and express what is going on with you and your frustration with your situation. He may not be judging you, and ifnhemis, it might help to talk about what is going on. Take care!