Ugh. I just don't know what to do about this seroquel situation! I've been on the higher dose for a month now. And besides the hunger and laziness these past couple of nights I've been getting heart palipitations and weakness and it feels like a lesser version of the heart problems I had when I was on geodon. I have to call on monday. I just have such a rocky relationship with my pdoc and had to fight her not to make me stay on haldol which was giving me awful akathesia even with cogentin! And she only gives me one option now for APs because I've been on all the atypicals except for risperdal and latuda which I can't afford! And I didn't want to try risperdal because of the lactation thing and we fought about that! And she's already going to be pissed about the depakote situation even if I did try going of lamictal but got depressed.

And now she's going to be all smug about seroquel and the weight gain because she always brings up how I'm worried about weight gain!

I give up.