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Feb 20, 2016, 03:18 AM
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Member Since: Jun 2008
Location: WYLTK
Posts: 768
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I've lost nearly everything in life...
life itself, school, job / career, financial independence, friends, joy / happiness, boyfriends/love, no chance at marriage or having kids, travel / vacations, life's milestones, time - lost tons of that, a regular functioning mind, healthy relationships, hope/will, esteem/confidence, a sense of belonging, energy, consistency, dreams/goals, and soooo much more.
I've been struggling for sooo long and it hit me just the other day - that I've been 'surviving' for so long that I don't even know how to live!! just don't know what 'living' life actually is... 
and now thanks to a pretty bad car crash (all caused by some idiot not paying attention), I can add physical health to the list of things lost - which wasn't from depression but sure as he** hasn't made it better!!  
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