You know I guess I ask this for while I love my husband and he has provided well for his family the last 24 years - I am just at my whist end on the "I NEED / WANT a MAN that can GIVE to ME" - give more unto me, the person that is supposed to be number one in his heart and thoughts.

... is it that WRONG to want a MAN that can give to ME emotionally?

... I can't take feeling more alone than when I am in his presence, for that is a dark and lonely place to be.

My confession

I hate that I have been thinking about leaving him, or worse, having an affair in order to get my emotional needs meet..... I feel like a heel that has no other way to go (and) yet the truth is that I cannot leave him to seek another, for I cannot support my self financially.

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I am LOST