"people like me truly believe what happens in your minds, convincing me otherwise would be next to impossible. Well that irritates. It's called reality checking and it's T's job to poke holes in your delusions, if you have them, until you see reality.

I go to a non-profit so they can't deny me unless I'm a no show to much. I don't get to choose my therapist but they're more likely to have dealt with high risk cases and family dynamics. My t just happen to be misdiagnosed bp so he knows a lot about it. I'd say go with a place like that as they deal with the more severe disorders that can decrease quality of life fast most of my T's patients are suicidal, Sz, SzA, BP, non-med complaint and/or forced to be there. T's not afraid of hospitalized patients actually he does it quite regularly.