I don't think I agree with taking you of all psyche meds at once but definitely some of those needed to go with BP. That is for sho.

I hope you are making it through and can start fresh. Losing the job was probably best. To bad Michigan doesn't have state disability. I got to the point where I felt forced to apply for SSD and did. I won after a year and a half.

Main thing is to get sober and on the right meds. I suggest using all resources available. NA AA.....whatever. IP if needed. food stamps. Very few of us can do this thing alone.