My T says its not the job itself the trigger but what i think when i am at work that triggers a loop in my head that makes me cry. I tend to agree. I go there and think its impossible i'm still there with the same "temporary" job since 4 years ago and i think i failed in everything. I am reminded of when i used to drink and cut there and i am so tempted to do the same and then i cry. I dont want to go on like this...