I know exactly what you are going through because I had phimosis and got circumcised about 3 months ago.
Because my foreskin was so tight, I never really touchec my glans directly. And I thought of myself as a defective guy and avoided sexual contact completely except for masturbation (I think I was compulsive in that).
For a couple of weeks I was not to masturbate while I healed. But after the urologist said I was OK, I was so afraid of messing things up that I had no desire at all! I just started to go to therapy for this and I am really anxious about everything I sort of wish it never happened.
I cannot even begin to explain how I feel about my body because I never ever felt normal.
I guess I look sort of normal, but all the tactile sensations I thought were normal before circumcised are gone or different.
I'm sorry I don't have any answers.
I had other endocrine stuff too, but that's an other story.

All I can say is good luck.