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asylumgardens said:
Maybe if you feel that's the way to go, you could stay with a friend or a family member and get a job
until you can support yourself all on your own or something.

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Wish I could.................... but I cannot support myself for I cannot work due to my mental health issues and my RA.

..... that's why I have no way out.

And like I said - I do love him - I just can't handle the loneliness any more (or) don't wont to handle it any more, for it hurts and I have been hurting for to long.

..... I deserve to be loved and to feel the emotions that comes along with love between a man & a woman.