HEY!!! - I just thought of some thing........

I am doing much better mentally, for just two years ago (before I came here) I would have been dealing with suicidal feelings with problems like this one, but now I am just depressed - that's a step in the right direction.

... I am healing - it might be slow - but I am healing with PC.

What I really want is to be loved and to have some one in my life / heart that does not make me cry or leave me feeling empty - I really do not want a divorce, separation or and an affair - I want my husband to be able to give that to me and yet he holds back due to his own inner emotional fears.