Well I've been sleeping for about two days now. They gave me my psych meds back but I'm dealing with depression from all of this. And to the person who said I was missing work, I missed a half a day for being honestly sick. I was there every single day, punched in before time even.

At this point I think I'm going to apply for SSD as many pdocs have told me to. I get panic attacks at every job and I honestly think a bit of PTSD from getting fired. It's such a cycle I'm on and it terrifies me.

But right now the 150mg of wellbutrin is not cutting it. Between the damage from the stimulants and losing another job, I'm a mess. But I got to the pdocs on wed. Hopefully he will give me a higher dose or something.

Detoxing at home from all psych meds at the moment because of self admitted abuse. Doctors orders and then new cocktail. Just being honest.

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