They gave me my psych meds back. I've been sleeping off the adderall for a few days now. Sub withdrawal kicked in hard so I took some Tylenol 4 which I hate because it makes me dysphoric. That was like two days ago and I'm still fine. If anything, I'm dealing with major depression from coming off the stimulants and losing my job. All I do is sleep and cry. Oh there's a shower iN my house? Don't even care.

I think I'm going to go for SSD at this point. Many pdocs have told me to. Every job I get I have massive panic attacks, get fired, then falling into this deep deep depression. A ****ing marry go round.

Detoxing at home from all psych meds at the moment because of self admitted abuse. Doctors orders and then new cocktail. Just being honest.

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