So, a little background to explain the extreme distress thus weekend. My bf and I don't live together, but we spend as much time as we can together. When I get off work at night, he's already waiting for me at my apartment. I don't work Fridays, so he will usually stay at my apartment from Thursday night until Monday morning. Friday and Saturday mornings, we get up for about an hour at 4 or 5, before he has to go to work. Then he gets off around noon, and comes back over.

This weekend, his boss had something going on today, so he asked my bf to work at night too. He works at a small restaurant, and is the senior employee. He said yes, so in addition to his usual 6-7 hours in the morning, he was going back from 4-7 at night. This doesn't happen often, and I know he will spend the hours off in between with me, and the short time apart won't be too bad. But instead one of my bf's coworkers called him around 1 and said they were really busy. So he went to help, and won't be home til he was supposed to be, at 7.

It just sucks so much to be home alone like this. My bf never leaves me for more than maybe an hour on weekends, and today it's 6 hours. I kind of just want to crawl back into bed and sleep the day away, but then I won't sleep tonight. I hate how fast the weekend is going, and I don't want to be alone anymore. I'm just sitting here playing video games, smoking and drinking already. I'm so tired of it.

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