i know that feeling right now. i'm not really depressed but i just want a distraction, something to make more social and out there as i'm a transfer student at a college where everyone already knows each other. I had a history using those kinds of drugs when i was at college a few years before, so it's a bit of deja-vu. this is how i know I really need to buckle down on taking care of myself and NOT give in. it is so hard. we're here for support.