Your boyfriend accused you of "wanting attention", told you to "snap out of it", and said "stop playing victim". No offense, but what kind of "loving" boyfriend is that?

If he truly cared about you, he would educate himself on bipolar disorder before throwing ignorant accusations at you.

I obviously don't know you personally, but I do know that you can't "snap out of depression", and I know that depression has NOTHING to do with "wanting attention".

I'm sorry that things ended this way, though... but don't let it make you think you can't have a happy relationship. There are plenty of people with bipolar disorder who have happy, loving families. What you need is a loving, supportive man in your life, and you will find that man one day. There are plenty of fish in the sea. Just give it some time!