Ok. So it is 1:08 AM which means that it is technically Friday. This means a few of things:

1. It has been one week since I have seen/spoken to T.
2. I have made it one week!
3. I will be seeing T in exactly one more week from today.
4. Um, that's still a whole week.
5. Today will be a bit more difficult than others because it is our regular appointment day.
6. Four more days until I can talk to him on the phone!

It's going to be strange because I took off from work tomorrow cause I need to leave my car for inspection. Figured I'd give myself a four-day weekend. I want the day to be lovely and relaxing but I don't know how I'm going to feel. A four-day weekend is kind of intimidating to me at this point because the only thing that has been getting me through this is my non-stop cycle of school, work, intern.

His return on Tuesday poses a problem for me. Of course I am completely dying to talk to him. However, I really don't want it to be like.... "Hi. You've been home for exactly one second. Call me when you get into the office. Don't bother unpacking."

I don't know when to place "The Call." I need to make sure he's still there. That he's still my T.

This is the longest I've ever gone without getting mad at him. What could be wrong? lol

By the way, the other night I was having a really hard time and I took the suggestion that I have heard many of you mention in which I had a "conversation" with T. I never did that before because I didn't think it would serve a purpose. (But apparently sleeping with his %#@&#! book every night does). Anyway, I started this "conversation" with him and I got really into it. I was very focused and for some strange reason, it helped. Why do you think that helps?