I don't think you do anything wrong. You just go for wrong men and put up with unacceptable men. You are missing red flags

Your last one wasn't really a boyfriend but just on and off for years while obviously having a gf ( not you). Yiu could spend those years doing plenty of other things! You can learn that " on and off" means man isn't interested in anything serious. The minute someone attempts to disappear like this you shouldn't sit around waiting for him to come back. You should move on. This one immediately went to bed with you which is never a good idea etc in the future you'll know not to follow along. And he was rude. And married. Stay away from wrong men

I used to do just the same thing. Go for wrong men. I wish you find good therapist who can help you to break the pattern. I know you can!

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