Thanks, sister, almedafan, alex_k, IzzyParker, and pinksoil.

Well, he didn't call back this afternoon or tonight. What does it mean? That he is deliberately ignoring me? I sure hope he doesn't start to play that kind of crappy game with me.

My prediction remains that he will not call me back this entire weekend. And we will have no appointment next week because he never gets back to me.

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almedafan wrote:
he had better reserve something for you if you have a usual day and time

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That was the problem, because my usual day and time are unavailable next week, so he wanted to try to fit me in elsewhere. Right now I am not on his calendar at all, except for one appointment the last week of September. If he doesn't call me back, we will not see each other until then, and I have been seeing him weekly.

What can you do? You can't force someone to return your call.

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pinksoil wrote:
I know that you mentioned that short time ago you emailed him and he wrote you back. Would that be a possibility?

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Maybe. I hate to abuse that privilege. And right now I am feeling too rejected to email him.

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pinksoil wrote:
is it really just the phone that you hate?

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No, I am having major anger at my husband right now, and it is leaking out all over. So I am sure I am angry at my T just as a spin off of this. I am having a really really hard time right now, and I don't need to add rejection from my T to the list. If I could speak my mind to him, I would say, "T, this is not a great time to jerk me around like this! I need you to be stable and accessible now, and that means giving me a weekly appointment without making it such an ordeal of unreturned phone calls and broken promises."

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And then fall back in love.

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Well, I'm waiting for that. Impatiently waiting.[/taps_foot] I am prepared to fall back in love the moment he phones. But it ain't happenin'.

Thanks again, everyone.