i've shared a little...
i think it gets worse with time as i feel more attached to him.
i feel like... i need to do something to help regulate my emotions down so we can work in the theraputic window (of an optimal emotional arousal level).

either... i can't talk about this stuff... so i have to keep it fairly light and superficial...

or... i can talk about this stuff... but i can't look at him and that...

:-(