I've cried in front of my therapist, first time for years, even if it's just few tears.
I asked her if I could see the psych today, they gave me an appointment for next Wednesday only, instead of waiting next week at least.. I guess that's good.

I could barely talk to her, I hurt so much.

recorded little something, just a melody that somewhat describes the sadness I feel.

I only play for 2 months so expect mistakes.

BlueInanna I know they go up and down, I just want it to lighten up a bit to make it more tolerable, I just...want to breathe w/out feeling these heavy stones inside.