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Originally Posted by Macd123
Thanks, I put that up because I'm still really struggling about this whole episode. I'm so vunerable it's scary. I didn't really go looking for this it just happened over a period of time. I guess I'm just really bad at reading the situation. It may take a while for this to be okay - the last thing I needed at this point was a lengthy healing process. I'm more crippled than usual. Thanks again.
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Macd123 I can only repeat what I wrote earlier in this thread.
You didn't consciously go looking for this situation, but there will be reasons behind it, as this is I believe the second similar situation you found yourself in.
From what you wrote it seems you have a lot of regret over your younger years, this could be what draws you to obsess over young women.
Say you did have a relationship with a younger woman, this would not undo your past. You may even feel more aware of your age in contrast to her and her contemporaries. Success with dating this young woman may not have brought you peace and happiness you are seeking.
I don't mean this harshly, I can see you are really hurting over this. Yes it may take a while to be okay, but sometimes time is what it takes, and reflecting over what we can do differently not to go down the same road again.