Maybe some of you will have seen my post in the Depression forum about my lack of motivation. Not only am I unmotivated to do things, but that stretches to eating as well. I get hungry...but I can't be bothered to go upstairs and make any food. Even when I think about food, I still can't be bothered. This has been going on for about a week. As I write now, the last time I ate was 1am Saturday morning, and currently it is 10.30am Sunday morning. So that is 33.5 hours...And all I had was a small pizza. Even then, it was one of those 5-inch diameter frozen pizzas. The other day, I went 28hrs without eating anything.
You may not think this is too bad, but I am also *enjoying* not eating, a little. That's the part that concerns me a little, the fact that I am enjoying starving myself. But also partly the fact that bI have eaten little isn't my fault: it doesn't take much to fill me, recently. So that has also played a part in my low calorie intake.
I don't know what I want from this post, maybe just a few understanding replies or something.
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