i just dont know where to start, but i know i need help, i am 16, and for about a year before. then i left school, and skiping meals wasnt easy cos i live in a very controled household. but the voises were still there, but i was being made to eat.

Then i went to a christian camp, and i and other people thought i was healed, but when i got home i knew i wasnt. i am not telling anyone about this, i am scared that they think i was lying about being helaed when i genuinly thought i was heled before. aslo alot of people spent time talking to me before, thay its unfar that i need them again so i am botling it all up, and have to be the smiley, bubily chloey.
I am starting colege in 10 days and the vboise is teling to savor everymouthful now, cos i am going to starve again at colege. even though it will be pressure on me, cos colege is so hard.
i =m sory for this post, i just need help, but i dont know what with, and whee to start, i really want someone o know to notise,and ask if im ok, to show that they love me, but thwen i dont cos i will jsut deny it anyway. please help. thanks xx